Incomplete

I was suppose to be on the bed and sleep but I just couldn't .. Every time I try to get some sleep (just these few days - pre-exam symptoms), my head would be so clear of the subject .. =.=! At the same time , I am so worried and scared. The same Q keep popping out of my head, I know my subject well, why couldn't I still get thru... It's really a big dilemma for me..

It's a nightmare for me .....

I hate when this come .. Because it means I'll be so damn emo .. When can I actually get over with this? People say (or I'm the one always said), life is like a roller coaster, but why does my roller coaster is at the bottom and never goes up?

Crying doesn't help but I still do that. Emo doesn't help but I still do that...

I am really lacking of confidence.. I really feel like just give up with it and move on with my life since that now I've already got a good job, I could say. But it feels so incomplete in my life..

You know, a normal person who go through with the graduation "fever". It's the graduation that completes part of your life, that tells you that you are moving into the next stage of life. Don't you agree? That's the 1 I am now feel incomplete of.

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