So many things happened lately, things that I would never ever expect to happen at least in my life. But it does happened too. It happens so fast that I did not even have the time to catch a breath and digest it. I've been trying not to think about it and have myself busy with things like study, facebooking, watching tv and all. But deep inside within me, I know that I am very concsious about what's happening.
It doesn't seems easy at all. But I still believe in that, I will not show my sadness, my depression on my face. Where ever I go, I'll always remind myself to put a smile on my face. I tell myself, that I should enjoy all the happy moment and not let my grieving spoil the moment. Yes, it does not help me solving the existing problems but I don't know what else I can help to solve the problem.
All I am hoping that everything would end soon. I can't bear to see sad endings with sad faces. With all this happening around me, now I realise that the reality is much cruel than I always thought. But I still do hope that my existence would bring joy and happiness to ppl around me. Am I doing it fine? No, I don't think so but i'll not give up.
I am sorry that I am having such a negative post but I am human too. Clown cries too.
Friday, November 13, 2009
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Drama: One Litre of Tears
Ivan introduced me this japanese drama entitled, "One Litre of Tears". While watching this show, I admit that I do really tears a lot almost every episode. It's a short drama with only 11 episodes.
What is it all about?
It's a true story based on the diary written by a 15 years old japanese girl. She was suppose to enjoy her life as a 1st year high school girl but she was told by doctor that she is having this disease. A disease that is incurable. I couldn't name the disease in english as the drama is in Japanese, obviously and the subtitles are in Chinese.
This disease affects the cerebellum of the brain which gradually deteriorates to the point where the patient cannot walk, speak, write, or even eat. In the end, he/she will only be sitting on the bed and pointing out words using a board where there is this "kanji" vowels to show what he/she wants to say it out. They seen to be like handicapped but their mind is still healthy. Just that they couldn't express it out.
After watching this show, I really couldn't believe that there would such kind of disease. It is really saddening. I mean having to undergo each step from not being able to walk to not being able to talk slowly, i mean this sickness will not happen in 1 days time, but it'll slowly goes bad like in years.
This story is all about Arya (the main character/the writer of the diary), how she face her everyday life after knowing that she got this sickness, how strong and optimistic she is. Besides, how strong and supportive is her mum and her family is really touches my heart.
I would not elaborate further in case some of you wants to watch it. I watched it using the pps. The title would be One Litre of Tears / 一公升的眼泪 . To those who doesn't know japanese plus not good in chinese, maybe watching through pps is not that good option. Im not sure whether there is other website that they do provide english subtitle. If any of you guys know, pls sure with me and others ya . =)
After watching this show, I really couldn't believe that there would such kind of disease. It is really saddening. I mean having to undergo each step from not being able to walk to not being able to talk slowly, i mean this sickness will not happen in 1 days time, but it'll slowly goes bad like in years.
This story is all about Arya (the main character/the writer of the diary), how she face her everyday life after knowing that she got this sickness, how strong and optimistic she is. Besides, how strong and supportive is her mum and her family is really touches my heart.
I would not elaborate further in case some of you wants to watch it. I watched it using the pps. The title would be One Litre of Tears / 一公升的眼泪 . To those who doesn't know japanese plus not good in chinese, maybe watching through pps is not that good option. Im not sure whether there is other website that they do provide english subtitle. If any of you guys know, pls sure with me and others ya . =)
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Blogging from Office
Flipping through my P3 notes, looking left, looking right .. *ouch* My neck hurts since yesterday. Not sure is it because I did not sleep well or is due to my mild headache that I have since yesterday as well. And now is even more aching. Wuwuwuwuwuwuwu...
Anyway, I am slowly into the work audit by starting off with the audit planning. Although the culture here is to work alone, but Im glad that I have a great manager who is guiding me well and even explain on how it works. At least, I wouldn't start off my work in a midst like my colleagues used to. So, I guess everything is going smoothly so far and I hope it'll be smooth throughout my first every audit. =)
Anyway, I am slowly into the work audit by starting off with the audit planning. Although the culture here is to work alone, but Im glad that I have a great manager who is guiding me well and even explain on how it works. At least, I wouldn't start off my work in a midst like my colleagues used to. So, I guess everything is going smoothly so far and I hope it'll be smooth throughout my first every audit. =)
Monday, September 21, 2009
=)
First of all, I should wish all September babies, a Happy Birthday, whether is belated or in advance. Im sorry to those who I left out to wish you guys.
In twinkling of an eye, I've already work in BNM for 3 weeks and next week would be coming to a month of my working life. My workload is still not that heavy yet. Just more of assisting my manager and colleagues in their work. Like a small warm up before I really get to handle my own portfolio. There's still a lot of things for me to learn . Like the operations, the system , the SOP etc .
Nevertheless, I am really grateful to all my new colleagues that I've known in the office especially one of the colleague, LengLeng. I gues we both now can say is the best buddy in the office since our age are considered the youngs one, so we have more in commons. =) She's my lunch partner as well as my tutor who really tells me a lot of things about work. I am really grateful to have her and for now, I am really very dependent on her. Other colleagues are also being nice and friendly to me too. Can't wait to have the chance to work with them together as team. It just seems fun. Still it takes time to get close with them ba.
Lastly, wishing all Malays, Selamat Hari Raya and non-malays, a happy holiday =D This week oni have to work for 3 days + boss is not around + all malays are on leave . So, it's our world. *wink*
Atttention to all SYUC mates !!!!
We are having a BIG potluck lantern gathering this coming 1oth October. For further information, please do contact PeiTing or visit Facebook's event. If possible, do respond to the Facebook's events as we will be updating regarding to this gathering there. =) Hope to see all of you there ya .. Muahhh !!!
In twinkling of an eye, I've already work in BNM for 3 weeks and next week would be coming to a month of my working life. My workload is still not that heavy yet. Just more of assisting my manager and colleagues in their work. Like a small warm up before I really get to handle my own portfolio. There's still a lot of things for me to learn . Like the operations, the system , the SOP etc .
Nevertheless, I am really grateful to all my new colleagues that I've known in the office especially one of the colleague, LengLeng. I gues we both now can say is the best buddy in the office since our age are considered the youngs one, so we have more in commons. =) She's my lunch partner as well as my tutor who really tells me a lot of things about work. I am really grateful to have her and for now, I am really very dependent on her. Other colleagues are also being nice and friendly to me too. Can't wait to have the chance to work with them together as team. It just seems fun. Still it takes time to get close with them ba.
Lastly, wishing all Malays, Selamat Hari Raya and non-malays, a happy holiday =D This week oni have to work for 3 days + boss is not around + all malays are on leave . So, it's our world. *wink*
Atttention to all SYUC mates !!!!
We are having a BIG potluck lantern gathering this coming 1oth October. For further information, please do contact PeiTing or visit Facebook's event. If possible, do respond to the Facebook's events as we will be updating regarding to this gathering there. =) Hope to see all of you there ya .. Muahhh !!!
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
My First 2 Days
Today is my 2nd day at work. So far so good I would say. Coincidentally that my manager that I am assigned was having the training, so boss asked me to just join in. So, on the first day right after briefing at HR and doing my "woof woof-tag", took a shuttle bus to my office as it is not located in HQ, but hopefully we will be moving to the new building soon enough next year, and right away joined the training session.
I was still worrying about having lunch alone, but I was glad that the colleagues and managers there all are very friendly, but of course I do still need time to get close with them. And of course Im glad that I met a colleague who is just about my age that I can "stick" to her. =D and having someone to have lunch together. I guess it all went well on the first day.
Second day, I find it interesting, although I don't understand alot of things as I am not familiar with the workings, but thanks to audit paper that i loathed so much, I guess I find myself quite comfortable during the training. At least, I do understand those jargons and roughly could still catch up how things are done around here.
Basically, the training ended today. So, I am not sure what I am going to do tomorrow. Guess I'll just bring my P3 there to do some reading instead of sitting there doing nothing. =) And of course trying hard to mingle around with everyone in the office and I hope i does giving a good impression to everyone although I might still a bit quiet as a newbie. Still not that active yet. Ehehehe.
I was still worrying about having lunch alone, but I was glad that the colleagues and managers there all are very friendly, but of course I do still need time to get close with them. And of course Im glad that I met a colleague who is just about my age that I can "stick" to her. =D and having someone to have lunch together. I guess it all went well on the first day.
Second day, I find it interesting, although I don't understand alot of things as I am not familiar with the workings, but thanks to audit paper that i loathed so much, I guess I find myself quite comfortable during the training. At least, I do understand those jargons and roughly could still catch up how things are done around here.
Basically, the training ended today. So, I am not sure what I am going to do tomorrow. Guess I'll just bring my P3 there to do some reading instead of sitting there doing nothing. =) And of course trying hard to mingle around with everyone in the office and I hope i does giving a good impression to everyone although I might still a bit quiet as a newbie. Still not that active yet. Ehehehe.
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