World of Working

I suddenly have the urge of blogging this, hoping to get some view from you guys.

Let me throw you a question, a question which I might get the normal, common answer.

Why do you want to work?

Let me guess some of the common answers that I would get. Forgetting the main factor of all i.e. $$ because I believe that's what everyone work for.

1. Life continues, and working is the next stage of our life
2. To support our family
3. Experience that you would never get in study life
4. Self satisfaction

Above is some of the answers that is quite common to all of us and I have no doubt on it. For me personally, the thinking that I have now would rather towards number 1 and 3. I am hoping that I can move towards self satisfaction ignoring the money factor.

I came to ponder something relating to reason of working when a lot of people came telling me this. People came asking me where do I work (the usual question), so I have nothing to hide and telling them straight I work in BNM. As a Malaysian and of course as a people who are already working, 99.999999% of the people would give me the i-am-so-jealous-of-you look and to make that look worst by telling them I am the scholar.

A lot of people and yet again 99.999999999% of them would tell me that I should be glad of getting in here and should not ever think of changing my job. And this is because everyone is looking from the perspective of $$$. Well yeah, it is a good job, i never deny on it. I do learn things, I do have wonderful colleagues, I have a nice boss who is more than willing to guide whenever I needed to. It offers the best ever salary and benefits that one could get outside which such a flexible working hours. I don't blame others for so envying me.

But, deep down inside me, I just feel that this is not the place for me. I just don't feel it.

A lot of people said that I am such a lucky girl, being able to move so smoothly from teenage life into this working life without much obstacles. And also maybe this is the reason why I felt I shouldn't be here. I feel like going out there ALONE, learning how to be independent

I do of course appreciate all the things that my parents had did for me. But I feel like it is the time for me to go out to this world alone. I don't want always to be the protected one. I don't want others to say I am like a princess who never know how tough is the life out there. I know if ever I am going to step out from here, I migh regret it, but this is the only way I'll get to grow facing with all sorts of difficulties. But at the same time, I would consider of taking care of my parents.

Free But Not Free Yet

Why the above statement?

I am free from my nightmare exam, but right the next day i.e. NOW, back to office thinking what should I do. Should have brought my novel to read, but at the same time worried if I read my novel at such an open space where my big boss would walk pass through my table anytime and without me realising it. I know that he's not the person who would penalise people for doing other things except work, maybe. Hahaha .. Maybe he noted it down, this fella is not doing her work.

But seriously, I got no work to do ma. Sssshhhhhh ... Not in the mood to work now. I am in the holiday mood already.. So, my purpose of coming back to office today is to loiter around. XD Although everyone seems quite busy with their work and I do not know what to surf in the internet .. Oh not, maybe I should try go searching things to do in Hong Kong. Alright, that reminds me that I do have things to do.... Ngek ....

Anyway, during the exam period, I realised I have a lot of things to write and to share. So, maybe I'll just go one by one each day, ok? At least I won't go bored dead in the office for next week Monday and Tuesday. Then I'll be off for holiday.. Yipeee !!!!!!

Tata For Now.... Need to arrange my working papers properly 1st .. XD

Break Down

I can't remember when was the last time I break down and cried for studies.

I am really feeling tired for the sleepless nights with the scariest nightmare i.e. the result day.

When can this nightmare actually ends?

It's Not Our Last Goodbye

I believe that they have safely settled down in Singapore by now.

And I believe that this is not our last goodbye.

I believe we will meet up again soon.

I really miss all the fun we used to have together.

The laughter, the gossips.

Where have "they" gone?

Why does time has to wash it away,

Wanting us to move on.

But this is the only way,

For us to grow up and have a better view of the world.

There's no second person like you guys.

And I truly going to miss you guys here.

Take care my friend,

Sher Huey and Pei Ting.

Anthony 倪安东

As always, I would follow closely with the singing competition that has been a very high rating tv show ever since their 1st season which produces many talented singers like Yoga and also Aska .

Now, it's the 5th season of the singing competition. All of them are really great and I like all of them so far in the Top 6. There's this few episodes where the contestants have to PK with other talented singers all over the world. Surprisingly, many of them are from Singapore and they really are good.

Anyway, that is not the main point. One of the PK contestant came from USA, Anthony. The first time I see him on the show, I've been attracted by his sexy voice. Even all the judges give him very good comment. I don't know about how others see about him, everyone admitted that his singing skill is not as good as the contestants but he touches everyone's heart with his sincerity in his singing. There are few songs sang by him which I really like it. Let me share with you with some youtube that I can find.

His first ever song sang in One In a Million show.





2md song which I think is still ok ..




3rd song, The Blower's Daughter .. This is my favourite of all ..




And today on tv




Enjoy ^^