well well .. i know is quite sometime that i have no post . either im getting lazier but i dun think is due to that reason ..
dis few days had been my EMO-day . meaning of EMO ? is like where ur mood just dun get right . u just feel everything is not right and is getting u out of the way . n u just easily goes off .. *BOOM* .
is really hard to hide all the sad-ness all by my own . is really hard . tried to smile . tried to laugh . it may just work in front of frens but it neva work when im all by myself . nightmares had been "chasing" for days . im so tired . really wished that i could go to some place where there's no1 n i could rest for a moment .
additional to that .. stress is building up (quoted by stella) . to me stress is building up due to the ACCA course . haih .
- cried all the way home . blast the speaker all the way home -
sorry . im just being emo for this post . forgive me ya . XD