Lost..

Now is 12.20am according to my com's time.. I am sitting in front of my laptop listening to music while browsing to some of friend's picture in friendster.. Suddenly, i browsed to someone's page.. Just don't understand i must click on his, ok, is a he.. click on his page.. I dunno y when i browse to his page, i just fell down.. Really down.. Although watever has happened is 3 years ago but i neva once fail to forget him.. I really really hope 1 day i can put down this burden.. I always tell people not to look at the past but walk forward to the future but y myself cant do it.. It is aching to be this way.. Because of this, i had hurt few people who tried to treat me good.. I felt sorry.. Just hope i can have a good night sleep..